it's june 7... and tomorrow's june 8... so what?

it just happened to be my last whole day here at home before i venture to a new environment that is manila... oh, i am excited by the fact that i will meet my h.s. classmates there in manila and i will be in college soon... but still i can't help but be sad about the fact that i won't be able to see my family for 4 months... i am sad because i've never been away this long... the longest time that i've ever been away from my family is 2 weeks...

i'm also really scared - of the professors in UP, of the projects, of the activities, of the new environment... but still i'm happy because now, i think that i'll be able to develop more of my abilities and i'll be more independent and responsible there... and i'm also very ready to eliminate my procrastinations... so that i can enjoy my college life, so that i can cope with all the deadlines...

now i'm tired of typing... actually i'm not tired, i'm just f****** lazy... dingdong... it rang a bell... laziness is another thing that i would like to ultimately defeat in my stay in UP...

anyway, UP life has not started yet so i can still use my laziness for now... hahahah!!!
byebye for now!!!

Current Mood: confused

this is my first post...
so exciting...
actually not...
i don;t feel like writing today but i feel the urge to at least doodles some letters and words here...

okay, so let me just say that my summer was oh so ultimately very boring which left me no choice but to watch basically anything on TV and surf the net every single day which caused my savings' depletion... oh, how sad... but at least i'm entertained by the net... by the chatting(w/ friends), by updating endlessly my friendster account, by signing-up to different promotions and ad thingies which caused our computer to contract hundreds of viruses...
eventually though, we bought an anti-virus software and our PC now is virus free... at least for now, since according to the reader's digest magazine and also by someone in discovery channel, thousands of viruses try to attack your system with just some minutes online... but although this fact exists, it won't hinder me from getting all the pleasure i can exploit from the net... but i'm telling you, i don't go to the you-know-what-sites...

i'm matured already... NOT! :)

okay, i guess i need to end this post now since i've already consumed 10++ minutes doing this post... and i need to turn off the computer now 'cause it has been working for 4 hours now...

so, ciao!

Current Mood: ecstatic